Lacking Effort

Really, I've never been me.
I'm a real fake, but
I would surely give it all up
just so waste some time with you.
I feel like i haven't
found anything at all.
I keep searching for it
calling out to it, to you,
louder and louder
my piercing voice doesn't...
never reaches you
I'm choking on yellow
waiting for something
waiting for nothing.
I guess if i keep searching,
Ill never find it.
So, ill let it go
Ill let you go,
since ill never find anything at all
I'd rather keep running knowing nothing at all.
~Ami